Honoring Your being

I was listening to a reading on youtube, and the reading was about akashic records. As I was listening I got the question of, do I honor my Being. Do I honor the Being that creates through me at this time.

As a Soul born with this body, I see that we go through a time in our lives where we forget most of who we really are. Some spend the rest of their lives uncovering their true essence. As a way to survive this society, I too fell asleep, but always had a feeling in me that there must be more to this life..this can’t be all there is.

I spent most of my 20s unlearning the human conditioning i got from home and school.

I thinks I’ve always missed Home, not a place on Earth but a place among the Stars, an energetic state of Being I would call Home. On Earth it has been quite difficult to feel at Home, until I started connecting and bringing online the forgotten parts of me.

Waking up to the Truth of my Being.

and there are a lot of stories and experiences I could get into but one experience resurfaced again as I was listening to this reading today.

It was a few years back, when I still lived in Räpina and a part of me came back online, I remembered again.

A divine essence of mine that can connect with places, their Beings and energies.

I found myself walking in Räpina and I remember, I was going to go to meet a few friends of mine to go visit a portal for ETs. To get guidance and healing from them. Again a longer story for another time.

But I remember I wanted to see and feel the city of Räpina, I wanted to look at it. And I grew in energy, so tall that I could view the city from above and I felt the edges of the city, I felt the city collective and what was the on going theme there. Suddenly I also felt the assigned guardian or like a guide to the city. To the Earth the city was built on to exact. I felt the energy of the area, without the city and human collective on it and I felt what kind of light I could bring to this place. I’ve never written the experience out like this so it is kind of difficult to put into words. But since then I’ve become very aware of how each village or a huge city have their own energy. The energy of the Earth beneath it. What that special sacred land brings to the collective who have chosen to live there.

Now coming back to the question of honoring your Being, I feel like I disregard that ability, or I don’t use it for the good of the Earth or the collective on it. And it made me kind of sad because looking back I can see how my presence in a place where I’ve lived has been so divinely guided. My Light has brought great transformation to these places and writing this I feel so honored to be in this position where I have the gift of connecting to the Land even when me myself am not of this Earth. But I’ve come here to assist the Land and the awakening of its collective.

What an honor to assist our beautiful Mother Earth with all Her Earthly Guides and Protectors.

I guess that is also why I have the ability to feel into places I have never been to before and hear when they Call for my assistance. And I wondered why I move around so much.

I’ve heard the call in Estonia mostly, or heard more with my Higher Self, because I, as a Human haven’t enjoyed moving around so much. All I ever wanted was to have a Home here on the Earth.

For a long time now I’ve energetically been to South Korea and Japan. With the last place I feel like I have so much to receive from that it scares my human a little. But energetically I have been there and I hear what the land needs and how the essence of natives there wants to be awakened. More about that when I actually get there.

I guess what I’m tryng to voice for myself here is that, I see, as a Human, how I downplay a lot of the abilities I actually have, because in the 3D very little people see the ‘‘use’’ for it. But for me, it is magic I was born with and it is my essence. It is part of the Love I came here to bring and experience.